Monday, August 16, 2010

Sugar free life.


Fed up with the news
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L’État c’est Moi



Sometimes being a parent requires more than I feel capable of handling. Throw into that mix all the day to day frustrations of renting a home that has entailed nothing but problems. Then find yourself feeling slowly pulled toward the 12 month anniversary of the worst day in your life.

It's hard to have a positive outlook.

It's hard to even care.

All I can think about is when will this all be over.



Can I also say that I am tired of all the cheer leading that goes along with this widowed journey. No matter how many ways we try to put positive spins on it with clever little anecdotes, it's still just shit.

9 comments:

  1. agreed. n i love you. hope tomorrow feels maybe atleast an ounce better.
    ~your daughter

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  2. grief is the gift that keeps on giving... and taking...

    you are an amazing man with a beautiful heart. you are in my prayers tonight.

    peace,
    jan

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